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No. 12 [Reply & Quote]
You're absolutely right! It does go back to something.
Part of it probably goes back to the years i was in highschool, being constantly rejected by girls, I just gave UP on them for myself.
But most of it is this: A while back, I used to know how to hack webcams. When girls would go on cam for a guy, I would hack in it and watch them either strip or masturbate for that guy, and they didn't know i was watching. I got off to this more than anything - there is something hot and sexy about being a voyeur. There's something hot about seeing what's meant to be unseen.
Well, years passed, and computers got updated, and hacking was much harder - now I can't hack webcams anymore, so for a while I was going out of my mind. I KNEW camshows were going on, and I couldn't watch them. I didn't even want them for myself. I wanted to be able to watch while the girl was doing it for someone else. Now, I no longer could. So it eventually led to this dilemma: I told girls to show for other guys, without me watching. And I would get off to it. This time I really couldn't watch it, but just KNOWING the girl was showing for someone was enough to get me off. It was the closest thing to remind me of when I used to be able to hack cams.
So currently, I live with my roommate and she's female, and I enjoy listening to her have sex with her bf (our rooms are right next to each other) when she doesn't think im home.
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