what kind of health issues?

What kind of dragons?

yes your obsession is because your lonely. I used to have something like that because it was my mental escape thinking it as my way out. Just STOP and focus on fixing your problems. If you just put a little effort into finding the right doctor and right friends you can have a much better life.

Punching the floor!? Pretty hardcore!

Personally I just jerk off, play some online video games, or smoke some weed. It helps most of the time.

I just keep playing around with my soccer balltill it's to fdark, or I read or study etc. I feel eompty all the time. It's best to just ignore the feeling or it will completely consume you.

Fake it. Pretend the feelings ARE there for the world to see. Maybe someday they really will be.

Jesus, what a pointless thing to behold.

You're unable to take any responsibility for your actions or your life. It was anon who ruined your life. They did it. It was everyone else. Just start blaming and skip right over responsibility.

You have no control, you aren't allowed to make any decisions. Sure, you want a better life, and sure you'd work your ass off for it but you're not allowed to. Nobody lets you.

There's a lot of people like you who sit on their ass and stew about how shitty they have it and blame others for it. Why should you be any fucking different.

So now that we've discovered you're utterly fucking pathetic, show us your tits, at least be good for something.

>>111
You're right in saying that we neglected to take any responsibility of what's happened. Since we made the decision to remove our clothes, we had to have been prepared to handle the consequences. However, most of the time our trust was betrayed. The whole capping thing and posting it on a website for all to access is just wicked of the users here.

So, although we're the ones who removed our clothing, we wouldn't have done so if YOU people hadn't begged/harassed us to, then made it even more worse by posting it online.

You make it seem like it's uncalled for for us to be upset. Like, really? If you were exploited online like this, I'm pretty sure you'd be upset, too. inb4 "I'm too smart not to take my clothes off in front of strangers."

>>120
You're missing the point, and you're missing it by such a wide margin that I can't help but feel you're doing it on purpose.

First you blamed anon and now you're trying to go back in time and blame the young girls who made the bad decision ("we had to have been prepared to handle the consequences"). No, leave those girls alone, they were young and they fucked up and now you're going back and blaming them. Yes I realize you were one of the young girls, but you're not anymore. You're more experienced, you know more. They didn't know better and there's no reason they should have known. Leave them alone.

Personal responsibility has nothing to do with blame. It has nothing to do with what others (including you) should have done. Most of all, responsibility does not equal blame.

If you wish to assign responsibility it goes like this, you are responsible for what you do and how you feel.

Here's the problem, if we take a look at what you're doing we find you here blaming others for what you did and how you feel.

That time is gone. You cannot remake that decision. It's done and no matter how much blame you spew about it will not make you feel better and more importantly, it will not change anything.

So what do you do? Where does that leave you? What do you do with all these feelings you have?

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>>121
Alright, well I do appreciate the time you took to write that, especially given that you don't know me or the other girls who are in the same position as me.

I get what you're saying when you say there are two options for us - to continue blaming those who are 'not at fault' or to take it as a learning experience and to grow from it. My point is that it shouldn't BE necessary to 'learn the hard way'. To learn from experience, although it proves to be the most effective way of preventing the same mistakes from being repeated in the future, is the most difficult and debilitating.

So, even though I see the validity in your advice to move on with life rather than trying to designate blame to the anons here, I still firmly believe that I wouldn't even be typing this if it wasn't for the harassment of the anonymous here.

I know you're going to be thinking, oh well she just missed the point of my entire post AGAIN, but no, I do see what you're saying, I just see this in a different light than you do.

You say that you "wish I was your daughter" and that it takes "a lot of time to parent properly", well why don't you join me in 'heroing' all the girls from the threads on the boards of this site? That's how I was made aware of my own video, by someone linking me here.

If you truly do wish that we didn't have to learn the hard way, you wouldn't spend your time 'fapping' to the girls exploited here, but instead, helping them out by exposing this website.

For the greater good, man. We Humans have beaten the living shit out of every other species because *we are better* than them. Humanity bands together to crush the big and spreads out to batter the small. We cooperate with each other to do what we have to do to survive and then to take revenge on whatever threatened that survival in the first place. A religious/spiritual belief (governments are too interested in *individual* power) helps to unite people outside the immediate threat, it keeps a tribe together and encourages them to grow more, fight more, think more and build bigger!

Sure, there are other animals that work together as hives far more efficiently as humans, but the second that hive fails each individual in it are completely fucked. As Humans we are completely individual, completely self-thinking, self-aware, maybe autonomous (big words, i love 'em, show me a tiger with such vocabulary and i'll join the poachers to show that nerd who's boss) so we can easily leave a failing tribe and join a working one. Or we can unite several failing tribes into one big motherfucker to steal everything from that working tribe and teach those traitors from our own a lesson.

tl;dr Humanity! Hurrah! We live to kick ass and make sure our future generations live to do the same. We also make sure our future generations figure out how to do it quicker, easier and far more destructively. Also smoking, gum and vodka.


Modern society on the other hand...

You're a nihilist. Meaning doesn't exist except that which we create. Ergo religion, social causes, wars, etc.

If despite everything in this shitty world, you can look around and experience and still not realize, with *absolute* certainty, that this cannot have "just happened". That these pathetic shells are so weak and so far beneath our true essences. And that our very nothingness is the very proof that a Higher Power exists, then you're right...there is no fucking point. At least as far as you're concerned.

If there's one thing I hate more than brain-dead religious zealotry, it's the atheistic kind.

Studying some biology right now. The only true purpose of our existence is to reproduce. Interpret that as you will. Also every thread here is like "yeah, i know what you're saying".

>>118

I will interpret that as that you are a fucking retard, unworthy of neither human ability, nor reproduction, nor that air you're using up.

OP here. Wow guys, calm down okay? I'm not gay or emo. *LOL* I'm just being honest and saying I'm a total creepy social outcast and I just wanted some simple hints on how to forget about a woman, so... why so serious? XD
Anyway, thanks.

You know, as far as I can tell from your posts, your biggest problem is not that you've convinced yourself that you're a loser and a failure. It's not that you ARE a loser, it's that you keep telling yourself that it's true and therefore set yourself up for failure before you ever even take a crack at something. The saddest part about your post isn't that you can't get the girl. Far from it actually. The sad part is that the girl actually showed interest and, because of your deluded self image, you ruined your chance. SHE doesn't need to be wiped from your brain, your BRAIN needs to be taught how to deal with infatuation.

First thing's first: there isn't a woman on this planet that should make you feel this way, at least not a chick you've only seen twice. The main thing you should concentrate on is learning to rope in your emotions. Don't turn yourself into some callous, unfeeling dick, but definitely learn to recognize the difference between infatuation and love. Love is an emotion that grows over time, not something that hits you at first sight and makes you want to marry this chick and hold her in your arms and yaddayaddayadda.

I can tell you right now that drying to dull your emotions through escapes like porn, alcohol, and weed will do absolutely nothing to help you here, in fact, continuing down that course will make you unable to deal with any kind of emotional problem in the future. All these things are fun and are perfectly acceptable in a recreational sense, but using them as some sort of aid to your heartbreak leads to dependency and addiction. I suggest that you quit all three of these things completely until you learn to cope with your problems on your own, then you can go back to using them recreationally as they were intended.

The only way to deal with problems is to face them head on. You see a girl you like? Talk to her. Don't wait to get her alone, go right up to her when she's with her friends and introduce yourself. This is gonna be scary as shit, and I can tell you from experience that you will fail sometimes. You might get laughed at, you might just get blown off. So what? At leas

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>>74
Not true, I had horrible conversational skills and you know how I got over it? I got a customer service job being on the phone for 8 hours a day. Skills began to improve rapidly. There are 2 key points in making good conversation. One is listening to the other person and the other is thinking of things to say. They are different skills but are directly related to each other. Think before you talk so you don't sound stupid but don't over think. Try to put yourself in her shoes to the point where you are trying to read her every thought. Branch those thoughts into conversations topics but don't try too hard, I can't stress that enough.

One thing I learned from customer service is to pace yourself according to how fast the other person talks. My talking speed varies rapidly when I'm not paying attention. One moment I won't shut up, the next moment you can't get a word out of me. Weed helps the whole over thinking thing. It will calm you down and slow down the pace of your thoughts so you're not spitting out boring, annoying, or awkward conversation. Try to come out as confident as possible without sounding cocky.

Quit being a faggot. Do some pushups, quit doing drugs, grab girl by hair and fuck like cave man.

Life is much more simple than you people make it.

>>99
No. It isn't. It's just a more simple for faggots like you to sit on a pedestal and pretend that the solution to life's problems do boil down to a simple meaningless phrase, and that you in your infinite ability have attained it.

21!? Wtf, that situ ain't that bad.

A. Dump girl before she dumps you.
B. Get good at picking up girls.
C. Budget. If you don't live in Cali or New York 8.75 is enough to get your own place if you want. If you still think impossible, you're 21, not 31, live with your parents as long as you get along... who gives a shit... no 18 year old skank you're boning is going to care that you live with your parents.
D. Get promoted. Don't be a fag worker and where you work will give you more money. Money is good. Lick your bosses ass like no other.

Stop complaining and do something useful with your life you fag

OP is probably long gone, but I'm just popping in here to remind this whiny overpriveliged fag that about 80% of the population on earth would LOVE to trade with him...they have no home, no money, no job, not enough to eat, no clean drinking water, and will die soon, many/most before age 21 or even age 10. Those that do live will have severe health problems and live hellish impoverished lives, the kind that a good day is they got to eat some maggoty meat mixed with water in a "starving soup", instead of not getting to eat at all, until they die in their 40's.

Fucking naive and spoiled moron, go live like the rest of the world and then you'll realize that even if your situation continued indefinitely you'd have it better than most of the people who are alive or who ever had lived.

>>109
>implying most of the world is like subsaharan africa

>>110
Agreed. But that fits with american retards and their image of the outside world.

That said, assholes like that will never understand that physical and internal hardships are very different, and that the latter is far far worse and harder.

Kill yourself but not really. Meaning, kill who you are now, and in your mind be freed to try the next step. After all, you're already dead, what's the worst that can happen?) Leave far away (that goes especially if you're in the fucking USA), try absolutely anything. Forget about possessions - in fact actively try to eliminate them from your life. It's a big world, and you've only been allowed to see the tiniest, most insignificant portion. Kill yourself internally, cut your ties, lose your possessions and then go search.

Im guessing its your diet and lack of discipline.

no caffiene no junk eat healthy..
make a time for lights out and stick to it even if you sleep not much at all.. Continue for a month if it still isnt working go back to net surfing all nite.

I suffer from insomnia as well, though not nearly as severe as yours apparently. I've found that the more energy I expel during the day, the better I sleep at night. Lay off the junk food, grab up some fruits and veggies, and start doing some intense cardio during the day.

As far as your current FUBAR sleep schedule goes, you'll just have to force yourself up at around 7 am and go the rest of the day eating healthy and exerting yourself as much as possible. At the end of the day, you'll be exhausted and hopefully fall right to sleep.

Shoot yourself so my taxes don't have to pay your unemployment. Thxkbai.

>>100
Well if you want to get technical, my own taxes paid for my unemployment. I'm just reclaiming what the government stole from me. After all you have to work to claim unemployment. As a matter of fact, I've worked since I was 16 up until this point in my life. So my calculations tell me that the government has taken about 10 times what I've received in unemployment since I've been a working man. That's like saying if we have the same car insurance company, and I get in an accident, that I'm using your premiums to pay for the accident and not my own because our money is going to the same place. It's called logic fool, use it. BTW op here and I've been waking up before noon, so let's hope this lasts. I find I sleep a lot better when I'm getting laid.

Fuck off and go to bed, have a night's sleep and get a job tomorrow, lazy fuck. You'll sleep when you actually have to do something useful with your life.

I'd say just go with the flow right now. I have a three strike rule with these things. By my count she's already past that, so if she pulls this back and forth shit one more time then you need to break it off completely.

I'd also like to point out that she never cheated on you. Getting possessive of a girl early on like that is a turnoff for women. They can smell insecurity, and that kind of behavior is a huge red flag.

So like I said: go with the flow. Tell her how you feel about this other guy, and be appropriately reasonable. If she blows you off to hang out with him on a regular basis, then what does that tell you about her character? One more move like that on her part, and (imho) it's time to move on.

She's playing you both, you fucking idiot. Go find yourself another woman to be "just friends" with to even it out. If she's this flakey now, it's only going to get worse. She's a cheater. She cheated on some dude with you multiple times, think about that.

Don't waste any more time with her and on her. No one needs that shit, man.

>>101

What anon said. If she cheats on other guys with you...well when you finally get her you'll be that "other guy" that gets cheated on. Duh.

You are a good man, now declare bankruptcy, fuck your credit score and rise from the ashes.

ditch everyone but yourself, lose some weight, become an alcoholic

So basically you living at home isn't just working out for you but your parents as well. Consider yourself the good child they had. You are far from the only one with money issues.

Well being 34 and a gaurd is not that bad though it may seem that way to you, being bald and fat beats out a lot of other stuff like serious illness or deformity. the dept sounds bad, get real depy counselling from someone good, not a scam artist. living with eldery parents can be a trial but yeah it can make you "the good son" and you must make the best of it.
And the sex thing? I am forty nine and I last had free sex when I was twenty four, it does not get me down but I am thankful for hookers.
Good luck man!

>>90
He makes good point.

Also you are you a gun toting security guard or a mall security type? If you are gun-toting you aren't that faggy, if you are the $9 an hour mall type you are faggy.

you people need to discover pickup. I'm ugly as shit, skinny like a rail, and I can fuck the bejesus out of any 7 or 8 I want

I'd cool it on the drugs, even if it is something you can take. Tolerance breaks ftw bro.

But yeah, I get that way too. But then I figure things play too perfectly up to a single point.. where something goes according to my plans, or not according to them. And then I realize, I just gotta keep rolling with the punches one way or another.

So if what you're doing now isn't doing it for you, do what's fun to you. If that means skinning hookers alive, then get your jollies that way. Or maybe BDSM is more your style if you want control of your life.

No I've never done drugs in my entire life nor do I plan to. I don't even drink. Drugs rnt the problem .The people are.

pick some: depersonalization, derealization, schizoid, delusional, depression, bi-polar, relational disorder, etc

>>87

Do any of them address this:

>Sme dude I recently added whio I've never met seemed to my know my name and everything about me.

wtf?

Paranoia is probably the last topic I'd look to a chan board for help. Think about it, you're posting your inability to see reality. For every person who reads this and wants to help you, there'll be 3 who want to fuck with you for laughs. You also get armchair authorities like >>87, scribbling off diagnoses without even reading your whole post. It already sounds like someone's taking advantage of your vulnerabilities, it might be time to stop sharing for awhile, is all.

repent for your sins
help the church

well, my friend, i come bearing two suggestions

1. check out an anime called 'welcome to the nhk',
it helped me alot at a point where i needed something..like that. seriously. do it.
2. your in college, and so this shouldnt be too hard, id like to refer you to this webpage,
http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/mdma/mdma_effects.shtml
it takes happiness to make happiness, and up until a few weeks ago, i was essentially miserable and sick of my life.. alot of the same shit your explaining..bleak.. until i was shown how beautiful the world can really be, if you have the right eyes for it.
and if you can get to the point where you can see the point, then thats your answer right there.

holy shit

>>56

Says the guy talking shit on an anonymous message board.

>>60

I'm not opposed to experimenting with drugs, I've done it several times, but I'm not sure that E is the right course of action for me right now. I'm open to the possibility that I should be prescribed something, it's just that I'm without insurance and the kind of drugs I'd likely need are pretty expensive without it. Thanks for the advice all the same.

>>63
Watch animu, take E.

yea for realz tho you gotta just say fuckit, we all get dumped eventually, just enjoi the sex while it last hahaha, bitches aint shit but lips n clit

lol last night her ex and 2 of his buddies jumped me

>>10
...............perhaps you should kill them.....

>>10
for real? shit, that happened to me once. all I did was cheat on her (with her best friend) while she was on her vacation, who knew?

>>10
I love how he laughs about it, lol.